Lovebug - The Jonas Brothers
Feeling a little romantic…
I don’t know what to do. It’s like I am holding my destiny in my hands right now.
To tell him what I did, to fuck the trust, to fuck our relationship, to fuck him up, to fuck EVERYTHING we have up.
Or to not tell him, to walk with a secret, and to hope I never do something like that again, but how the fuck can I trust myself?
But if we keep on going, it won’t be okay anyway. We’ve been so bad. So on edge. So close to rolling off this cliff we’re grappling to stay on top of.
What if this is what I want? What is this is meant to happen?
Do I really want more? I do, I have had that taste and I want to run free from these grips.
But then again I don’t, because I don’t really know what I want. And then I remember these six years which have been the worst but the best, and the best only because of him. Because he saved me.
& I remember all the plans we had, the holidays, the marriage, the kiddies, the everything. I remember how happy he looks when we’re cuddling. The laugh on his face, I remember I’m the only thing that he has. The only things he wants.
I’ve seen that in his eyes too, the desperation.
This fucking hurts, it’s killing me. This isn’t a little bit of hurt.
This is not going to go away. The fact that I could break him breaks me.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what the fuck to do at all.
THAT IS MY ACTUAL FACE RIGHT NOW
This is cool but it feels like cheating…
WHAT IS THIS SORCERY??
It’s handy if you don’t need to provide sources. But also could probably be labeled as plagiarism and you could get suspended, or in college, expelled. So it’s really not all that great of an invention. You lazy fucks, just write your damn essay.
because I love him but deep down I do have feelings for you
And I don’t know what I’m doing but I am on a path of destruction
Secrets are safe until someone finds out
But you call me beautiful and I remember all we had
Little, messed up fling
I’ve never had feelings for anyone else I’ve fucked apart from my baby, and you
and that makes you special
I have this one friend
who’s a best friend
Who I do love, oh so much
But she’s always wanting weed
and I don’t want to give her weed
that is weird.
42548) How can I be anorexic, or have an eating disorder, when I’m so fat? I don’t understand. When people ask me what I ate today, I’m embarrassed to tell them that I ate chips, pretzels, cookies, chocolate etc. I have no more self control. I can’t stop binging. Why do people keep convincing me that starving isn’t good and that I should eat? It ruined me.
